Saturday, June 4, 2011

there is something from your past that hasnt left you and i can see it in your eyes

when you speak of a certain something. the funny thing is that its a good mask, its very good in fact but i know deep down that its not true. maybe you ve convinced yourself? but not me and not the rest either. everyone knows.


i think what im seeing is your image tremble. i can see you flickring.. hardcore. like a tv about to hit the bucket. thats you. youre going to tire yourself out from pretending that youre done with your past. you arent. this is what makes you vulnerable and it makes me feel like im humoring you by pretending like i dont notice.

one day you will probably collapse either on your own or maybe by a slip up. and i hope im not around when it happens because this job is too big for me. i don't know if i can tell you that its going to be okay when deep down im not sure. and thats when my image will tremble but i doubt youll notice or at least you'll try not to.

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